I was thinking about something..Why is that some people are just so damn smart and others lack the ability to comprehend anything?  I lack the ability to comprehend anything.  I am so sick of not being smart.   I have felt dumb just about my whole life.  I feel like I am going absolutley nowhere in life.

I  hate the feeling of putting myself down.  I do it more than I should.  I feel like everyone walks all over me…because I let them.  It’s time for a change.  Maybe it’s the weather.   Maybe I need sun in my life.
Who knows.

I have suffered with a  learning disability throughout school.  It’s now destroying my life.  Nothing makes sense to me…ever.

I just needed to vent..